You know when you have one of those rare moments of true clarity - when everything falls into place? I'm not there. Or at least, I didn't know I was until recently. In fact, my whole system was disrupted, not completely crashed, but significantly disrupted. I could have identified it as malware or a virus, as a professional suggested, but I took the approach it had been disrupted for another reason, something more meaningful.
First, let's go straight to the tech definition for Disruptive Technology. You may know by now that I'm fascinated by computer terms and use them as an overlay for personal experience. Here's TechTarget's definition. "A disruptive technology is one that displaces an established technology and shakes up the industry or a ground-breaking product that creates a completely new industry." Here are several obvious examples: personal computers, cell phones, social media. Investors are always on the search for disruptive technologies to create new business opportunities.
Circling back to my disrupted system, there's no need to explain my personal situation, because it could be anyone's experience that rocks them to the core, along with extending hopes for significant change and growth. It could include many different types of systems - physical, mental, emotional, relational, spiritual. When a system is disrupted, it causes one to pause. With this in mind, I looked further and found that Clayton Christensen, a Harvard Business School professor, coined the term in 1997 in his best-selling book, "The Innovator's Dilemma." Christensen separates new technology into two categories: sustaining and disruptive. "Sustaining technology relies on incremental improvements to an already established technology. Disruptive technology lacks refinement, often has performance problems because it is new, appeals to a limited audience and may not yet have a proven practical application."
This is where things began to come together for me. I identified - lacks refinement, appeals to a limited audience, performance problems, may not have a proven practical application. I'm home! I'm not broken, or fundamentally flawed. I've just been working on an ineffective model, and now, I'm orienting to innovations that may be disruptive, but the beginning of a new industry, say, of myself.
The orientation is happening, and the SEARCH is on. Join me.
I had no idea you could buy and breed cats online, until doing research for this post. Did you know that your Kitty needs time to rest after it breeds? A rest period afterward is a regulation in the CryptoKitty video game. Seriously. Here is how it reads on the CryptoKitty website. "Every CryptoKitty knows that making babies is hard work. As a result, your Kitty needs time to rest after it breeds. This is call the Kitty's cooldown." The "cooldown" means your Kitty will be inactive and not able to advance in the game or help the player make a profit (my translation). Being sidelined can last anywhere from one minute to one week depending on their generation and several other factors. The rules and guidelines for this video game read like a genetics class. There are many things to consider: cat types, traits, genes, mutations, and then, there are the family jewels. And I'm still not certain of the game's objective.
As you may know, I am fascinated with computer terminology and entertain myself by playing with it as an overlay for personal exploration. Here is Wikipedia.org's definition for video game. "A video game is an electronic game that involves interaction with a user interface to generate visual feedback on a two or three-dimensional video display device such as a TV screen, virtual reality headset or computer monitor. The electronic systems used to play video games are called platforms."
I am not a video player. Games are one of the first things I uninstall when I purchase a new computer. However, I know many people enjoy connecting with others and testing their skills with video games. The U.S. video game industry revenue reached $43 billion in 2018. It's big business. And obviously, people like to play games.
Let's play with this idea - I know it isn't new, but just play along. Consider your everyday experience as your user interface. You are generating far more than visual feedback - audio information, thought computations, and then, there is emotional data, which makes this a very complex game. Unlike the rules listed on the CryptoKitty website, every time "you buy, breed, and create an auction, you pay a fee." It seems as if there is a fee every time we turn around, but basically it's a distortion in our monitors. There are many things you can do without paying a fee. An important point to remember with this game is that our most valued traits cannot be bought. It adds to the complexity and challenge of the game. Also, don't forget the two-dimensional and three-dimensional monitor difference to factor in. Now, consider all rules and regulations. Usually, people don't get upset when reading the directions and guidelines to games - it is just the way the game is played. They may be confusing, but it's nothing personal if you choose to play. In this game many get extremely unsettled and agitated. Think tax season, as an example. Again, the complexity is kicked up a notch. And last, think about everyone having a different electronic system and platform, there is no doubt this adds to the challenge.
And what is the objective? And where are the family jewels?
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Bloatware. It's everywhere - news, phones, bodies, traffic, social media, egos. So many things today seem bloated and out of proportion. I merely want my coffee black, not a Cold Foam Dark Nitro. I appreciate an actual phone call from a friend. When I check out of Amazon I don't want insurance, recommendations, care what someone else bought, want to know what I recently viewed, or to continue watching anything. I just want to check out because I'm probably avoiding something I really should be doing anyway. I don't need to check the weather online before I go outside. I don't need to know how many steps I take in a day, or ten foods to avoid, or 50 best anything. It's bloatware. Although thinking about it, I do like the add-on tasting stations at Costco.
As you may know, I'm fascinated with computer terminology and use it as an overlay for personal exploration. Here's Techopedia's definition for bloatware. "Bloatware is software that has unnecessary features that use large amounts of memory and ram. Software comes to be known as bloatware when it becomes so unwieldy that its functionality is drowned out by its useless features." Also, it is unwanted software included with a new computer, like games, shopping outlets, and trial software.
I am quite capable of being unwieldy and drowning out my own functionality. I don't need superfluous news, financial advisors preaching doomsday, or alarming health articles. These all need to be uninstalled. They drain the system.
And then there is the camouflaged bloatware that you may not know exists. It's not considered something extra; it's a part of the whole. It's just the way it is, or life is, or the way things are. You can't change it. Beware. That is until the system becomes perceptively slower - fragmented, clogged, continually looping. I've been there. Our governing system is often there. This congestion and sluggishness appears often during transitional times when updating to a new system of beliefs and deleting old ones. When I feel this happening for myself, I check my inner dialogue. Clicking past excuses, pop-up emotions, unsolicited add-on advice, pre-installed responses is a significant start. And yet, not having them in your system to have to click past is better. Going straight to the source is optimal, always.
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It's the time of year for reflecting. And upon reflection, I have concluded that I'm an external security risk. This is not my cyberself, who you probably know by now, runs amuck in a cyber world. This part of my identity is basically sane but tends to bump into firewalls and knowingly fans the flames.
No doubt, you know the definition for firewall. You also may know that I'm fascinated with tech terms and use them as an overlay for exploring personal experience. Here's Skillcrusher.com's tech definition. "Firewalls are systems designed to protect and secure a computer network from external security risks. Firewalls monitor inbound and outbound network traffic and determine whether or not to allow the traffic through based on a user-defined set of security standards." In Self-SEARCH terms, a computer network would include our normally recognized connections, but also, our inner connections - the inner dialogues we have with ourselves and those we often imagine having with others.
Back to the idea of concluding that I'm an external security risk. You can usually sense when you run into someone's firewall. The resistance and pushback are obvious even if words are not expressed. Emotions surface, conversations get heated, and body language is apparent. All of this has to do with securing our network of personal identity - how we see ourselves.
Firewalls are fascinating and come with different levels of security and sophistication. Some will deflect, others will defend using various levels of force, and others offer encrypted messages. There are those that blast missiles of silence, fake a retreat, create other worlds (you're not invited), and some are camouflaged so expertly that you may never know you're fanning the flames.
Over the past year, I have challenged myself to be spontaneous and honest in my encounters and relationships. It has led me to experience more than a few of the firewall descriptions mentioned. Some of my ideas and expressions, however well intended, have been perceived as external security risks. They've disrupted an identity. But, this didn't always happen with others; the most significant ones were regarding myself. I am an expert deflector and am gaining status in the camouflage technique. And yet with reflection, I'm becoming aware of the importance to manually adjust my "user-defined set of security standards," rather than to leave it in default mode. Letting my guard down monitoring inbound and outbound network traffic opens the door to opportunities. You can be comfortable and safely corralled within a firewall, but the key word here is "corralled."
Everyone agrees identity is vital. And, knowing identity changes is vital. Encouraging growth is essential. Firewalls can protect the identities of individuals, communities, corporations, and nations, and the user-defined security standards can be set to allow new opportunities and growth. The user(s) has the responsibility and the opportunity to manually define the set of security standards - it may take extra time and consideration, but doesn't take a geek to write the code. And it sure beats putting out a fire.
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I'd like to practice mindfulness. If a moment would just be still long enough, I would happily plop myself into it and be grateful - truly grateful. How is it already the end of the year? I'm back in June somewhere. Furthermore, the flurry of this season simply hastens the race to the New Year and all that entails. I'm agitating myself more by thinking about it. And once again, the idea of mindfulness floats in like an overarching angel shining down on a lowly sinner.
Let's take a look at the tech definitions for uptime and downtime. As you probably know, I'm fascinated by computer terminology and use it as an overlay for personal exploration. Skillcrush.com explains: "Uptime and downtime describes how long a website, computer, or other system has been working (uptime) or not working (downtime)." This is simple enough, however, there is no accounting for the cyber-self, mine especially. See Cyberself - No Syndrome. As far as time is concerned, my cyber-self has no problems. It simply thrives on cyber action. I rarely shut down my computer, but will put it on sleep mode in the evening. There is no doubt my cyber-self does not sleep. It roams and romps behind a dark monitor screen. I know this. How else would Costco and Sierra Trading Post know I still have items in my shopping cart? And who found new friends for me on Facebook? And why does my phone send me useless alerts in the middle of the night?
I need some serious downtime. With this in mind and moving beyond the idea of mindfulness, I've been exploring what I call Subjective Time. This works for me. I merely close my eyes and let my mind wonder. I don't try to calm it, still it, or control it. I just let it wonder. I've named this part of myself, the subjective-self. Although my cyber-self and subjective-self do have similar traits, my subjective-self is not tied to my pocketbook, people, facts, or physical responsibilities. During Subjective Time, I find myself refreshed as my subjective-self wonders around ideas, drifts in and out of times, places, beliefs, dreams, and gently pushes past the contours of concepts. I am in a moment that opens to a time outside of time - another meaning for "out of time." This one suits me.
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Take a look at your computer desktop. Seriously, take a close look. What do you see? It's your primary user interface (UI) - it's your graphical controls, your driver's seat and instrument panel. It's the common boundary or interconnection between systems, equipment, concepts, human beings, human beings and bots, and moreover, human beings and AI - the Almighty Internet. Who knew it had such significance and transcendence? At this point, I'm not sure I should have changed my wallpaper. With Microsoft and Apple serving their hierarchical archangelic roles, their images might have greater inspiration than mine downloaded from National Geographic. Actually, I can barely see my wallpaper with all of the "important" files and photos I haven't touched/tapped/clicked in several years scattered about my UI.
Understanding the desktop's supremacy came as I needed to find one of those important docs. I rummaged through my desktop like a closet - I know I put it in here somewhere. In the process, I found myself falling into memories and other spheres of influence, like a doorway opening to another time - postulating pasts, formulating futures, and realms of probabilities seeping into my thoughts. Sidestepping Quantum Theory, let's go straight to TechTerms's definition for desktop. "The desktop is the primary user interface of a computer. When you boot up your computer, the desktop is displayed once the startup process is complete. It includes the desktop background (or wallpaper) and icons of files and folders you may have saved to the desktop. Since the desktop is always present, items on the desktop can be accessed quickly, rather than requiring you to navigate through several directories." Simple enough.
As my search continued, I didn't quickly glance over but opened and read the files, and clicked on the thumbnails to full image photos. I connected, and was intrigued by my findings. Emotions and thoughts surfaced as I scrolled through accomplishments, deleted crash sights with ideas that had plummeted, and added plug-ins to dreams still developing. Most of the photos just made me smile. Interfacing with a smile is a good thing.
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I'm tired. I'm tired and frazzled with all the fray in the news and began writing a piece entitled, Defragging Democracy. Not being politically motivated, my thoughts were driven by the idea to clean up the system and have it perform more efficiently and effectively. Yes, I know every politician says the same thing. However, if our PCs or laptops weren't functioning properly we would not hesitate a second to run a scan to check for spam, virus, malware, or Trojan horse. We would do what was needed without question to secure our device, bank account, and our identity.
In researching the tech terms, I learned that defragmentation is basically outdated unless you're using an old PC or laptop. Defragmentation is now referred to as Optimization. The term didn't simply change, the computing hardware did. Updated high-performance PCs, laptops, and servers now use SSD (solid-state drive), rather than an HDD (hard disk drive).
Please bear with me through all the tech jargon - I feel this is vital to our nation, and of course to my obsession with tech terms as an overlay for personal exploration. Here's TechTarget.com's explanation for SSD. "An SSD (solid-state drive) is a type of nonvolatile (thank goodness) storage media that stores persistent data (this would help) on solid-state flash memory. The architectural configuration of the SSD controller is optimized to deliver high read and write performance for both sequential and random data requests." (Our objective, right?) "Unlike a hard disk drive (HHD), an SSD has no moving parts to break or spin up or down and be subject to mechanical failure." (We're there.) "The SSD is also quieter and consumes less power than its disk counterpart." (This is a big plus. And the next feature is impressive). "The SSD controller software includes predictive analytics that alert a user in advance of a potential drive failure."
Enough said. It's not rocket science, (although I was lost in a maze of tech articles), just common sense. We merely need to upgrade and optimize our government to an SSD Democracy. It'll be quieter, less volatile, have persistent data, be able to deal with random issues, know future outcomes, use less energy, and have no need to spin. Problem solved. I'm voting for an SSD Democracy upgrade. And I need an SSD Self upgrade.
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Yep, that's my new Subscriber Identification Module. I've decided to embrace what I feel others are thinking, which is that I am a pain in the backside. Lately, I've given myself latitude to express what I'm genuinely feeling - a mental and emotional freedom. My intention is not to be rude nor to make anyone uncomfortable, but to be able to freely breathe my thoughts and ride the current of my emotions. I find it diminishing and draining to pre-think and choreograph my conversations. I will only jump so high in volume as I speak, so as not to offend you or the neighbors or bystanders. I will venture only to the edge of an idea in case it disturbs your boundaries and beliefs and your fear of falling. My emotions will remain ankle-deep - no tossing, turning or water up your nose. And as for my aspirations and dreams, rest assured the ones I mention will fit standard template designs and colors.
This is what I've been experiencing when connecting with my network. With my Verizon network, I've been dropping calls and fading in and out of connectivity - similar, it seems. I visited the Verizon store the other day regarding these tech issues. They suggested a new SIM card for my new phone. You may know, I'm fascinated (obsessed) by computer terminology and use it as an overlay for personal exploration. And you may know, also, that I have a tendency to impose my obsession in conversations, which can be a pain for others. Here's Techopedia.com's definition for SIM card. "SIM stands for subscriber identity module. It's a removable smart card inside a cell phone that stores data unique to the user, as an identification number, passwords, phone numbers, and messages, which allows the user to make receive calls and access cellular data."
After reading far too much tech information, simply stated, a SIM card is your identity placed inside a cell phone. It is an essential piece in the ever-growing digital communication process. That said, I believe the new addition to my identity is essential, too, however disruptive it might be. Expressing a genuine perception to another and ourselves, I feel is a valued gift. What is more intimate and meaningful than our perspective, our perception, our view of the world? And as the tech definition states, every user has their unique data.
A new SIM card carrying a newly defined free-forming pain the backside identity - sounds like an adventure to me!
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It's incredible how together we can be in our contortions. Every movement, emotion, and expression are in harmony - nothing out of alignment. This synchronized streaming is often performed with others without thinking. We smile, they smile. A grimace promotes an empathetic grimace. We ride along our conversations, thoughts, and emotions at a safe speed. But underneath the surface there can be momentum building, collapsing, clashing. It's the theory of personal relativity in action. I presented a perfect example of this theory several days ago. I was in sync with every twisted thought and excuse I had. I was flawlessly frustrated.
As you may know, I'm fascinated (obsessed) by computer terminology and use it as an overlay for personal exploration. Soundsupport.biz offers this definition and explanation for streaming. "Streaming is transmitting a continuous flow of audio and/or video data while earlier parts are being used. The term refers to the delivery method of the data rather than the data. Streamed data is not stored on you computer. The data is being continuously sent to your computer and your computer displays earlier parts while subsequent parts are being received. Once the earlier parts have been displayed, they are typically discarded."
Whew! The last sentence is a good thing. I definitely don't want what I was streaming in frustration to be installed on my hard drive. This thought initiated a further SEARCH - what is being streamed and what is being actually downloaded regarding my thoughts and beliefs. I mentally scuffed and stomped around, but eventually found that emotions were key in the search, and only honesty can provide answers - and inspiration. Interestingly, it was the inspiration that I was missing as I worked on a creative project that began my disruptive day. Once I uncovered the real cause of my frustration everything came into alignment - synchronized streaming, once again. Although this time, I downloaded it.
The SEARCH led me to wonder, too, about the synchronized streaming of honesty. Think about it. False politeness would be archived. Time and money would be saved in numerous ways considering the meetings and summits arranged with little expectation for advancement. Besides the world stage, think of the energy spent on personal justifications and excuses, which already has me with depleted bandwidth for the month.
As always, the SEARCH is on. Join me.
Waiting patiently with buffered comments is not my idea of a conversation. I tend to include (intrude) my thoughts while others are expressing theirs - I interrupt. I see it as being engaged, listening, responding - a dynamic conversation. I liken it to reading online articles. I'll often take my cursor and follow the hyperlinks adding to and rounding out the topic. Free-forming, real-time dialogue is invigorating, though not necessarily considered polite. A conversation cursor could solve the problem. And it would be a perfect new app for augmented reality glasses.
As you probably know, I use tech terms as an overlay for personal experience. It's fun, and a slightly different angle often can offer a better understanding to a situation. Here's TechTerm.com's definition for cursor. "The cursor on your screen can indicate two things: 1) where your mouse pointer is, or 2) where the next character typed will be entered in a line text." I'm interrupting the definition to include my idea. As I envision a Cursor for Conversations, when someone wants to add to the conversation, their thoughts will automatically be typed out on everyone's glasses screen. The thoughts will be interjected by the placement of your cursor. The conversation will not be interrupted, and all expressions are included. Perfect. It'll encourage dynamic, free-flowing conversations.
Back to the cursor definition. "The mouse cursor is most often an arrow that you can use to point to different objects on your screen. When the cursor is over an object, you can click or double-click the mouse button to perform an action on that object (such as opening a program)." I'm going to interrupt again. I'd like to be able to open more than a program with this new app. Opening a mind would be real progress regarding many conversations I've had lately.
Back to the definition. "The mouse cursor can change into other images, such as a small hand (when you roll over a link in a Web page), or an hourglass (when Windows is "thinking" so hard, it won't let you click on anything)." Another thought - knowing someone is thinking about what you're saying is a good thing. To software developers out there - this will be a valuable feature to include.
Definition continued. "The text cursor is typically a straight vertical line or I-shaped object that flashes in a line of text." Excuse me, but I know that. "Typically, when you are typing a paper, the cursor will be at the end of the line, because you are adding new text to the uncharted white area. of the page." I especially like the idea of white space and conversations being uncharted.
Definition. "However, if you want to insert a word or erase somewhere else in a line of text, you can use the mouse cursor to click the position where you would like to insert the text." Erasing some of the things I say would be a good thing. Take note app developers.
In closing, "In most word processing programs, once you start typing, the text cursor continues to flash, but the mouse point disappears until you move the mouse again. This is avoid, "cursor Confusion," since most people can't type and click on things at the same time." I agree, avoiding confusion is always a good thing.
Who would have guessed a definition for cursor would be so involved and detailed? My friends would probably say to me, "Just get to the point," Maybe the Cursor for Conversations app should include a quick scroll through to the end. No, that won't work, conversations are best uncharted.
Know I'm open for conversations with lots of white space and interruptions.
As always, the SEARCH is on. Join me.
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